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A Father's Comfort
04:12
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As a child, I used to pretend,
For my father I could not depend,
He was sold to the distance and the cold,
So I found my own comfort from within,
You're hard on yourself again,
For feeling like you caused others pain,
Just like me, I was young and angry,
Back then I felt I was inane,
I can see the tears in your eyes,
It is okay to cry,
Please don't fear, I'm right here,
To help as time heals by,
But I know you're doing your best,
All we can do is better than our past,
and I will do what my father couldn't do,
Remember, my child, I will always love you,
It's alright,
Come here to my arms tonight,
Come here and I'll hold you tight,
These feelings are only finite,
It's alright,
There's always a way to make things right,
Why don't we give this another try?
Why don't we do this one more time?
It's alright,
Even when I am gone,
Remember that you're never alone,
Always know my comfort is forever with you,
Remember, I'll always care for you, my child,
Remember, I will always love you
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And I’m giving it all to you
Give it all to you, it is comforting
I am feeling where, I can’t find
What is always there, I am trembling
I don’t realize what, is inside,
It is always there, always sustained
This is not what I can find,
This is not what I can find,
But you’re always there, showing me, what I couldn’t realize,
I’m so blessed right now, that I know, that, you are,
The ground that saves me, every time I fall,
And I’m giving it all to you
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3. |
Bewilderment
04:07
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4. |
Feared Textures
04:22
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It’s all in your head…
It’s all in your head
There’s nothing to find
It’s all in your head
Put it down, put it down
It’s all in your head
You could have been dead
You could have been dead
It’s all in your head
You could have been dead
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5. |
Ruination
05:24
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You think you can lead to the ends with a fleet of ego,
Decided by a deadly sin to make your decisions,
Kept the devil in you,
Kept it in because it’s all you can prove,
Falling, deeper,
Reeking of the dark that no one can fathom, worse than disease
Worse, than, cancer,
You even left your own men,
As if it’s their graveyard,
you -
Wore the peace and wrapped around the ring (ruination)
I am left in my shell,
Trapped myself in the only place I know is safe,
Hide like a rat, in a land full of eagles,
Ridden by a wretch called you,
Life would be better if only we couldn’t feel,
We learn to sever our nerves,
As there is no other way around this apocalypse now,
Now, we try or die
As we rip through the spine, that supports this bastard, we try or die,
we -
Wore the peace and wrapped around the ring (ruination)
When you live in a world where this is all you know, this is all you do, this is all you will do,
We rip until your life is gone,
We rip until nothing is left,
But the ironic thing is,
There was nothing in you in the first place,
There was nothing there, There was nothing there,
Nothing,
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Take what you will
If You live with the pill
Would you rather, have a brain tattered,
One extreme to the next,
Or have it be level, so fucking level,
That you can’t feel a thing,
One extreme to the next
Take one, for a month, you will be numb, like a bump
In your brain, in your brain, it’s in your brain
One extreme to the next
Take what you will
If You live with the pill
I bring this to you with no feeling
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I thought I could keep loving you
But it has gone away
The trouble I have been put through
Made love not want to say
It isn’t your fault baby
Not tomorrow, today or yesterday
I know you did your best
But I just couldn’t hang on
In my mind all I kept hearing
Was this sad sad sad sad song
But it’s not your fault baby
Not tomorrow, today or yesterday
It’s just my mind
I thought I have been through but It needed more time
(4x)
I promise I’m doing my best
But the feelings just aren’t there
I understand that for both of us
It's just too much to bare
But I promise it isn’t your fault baby
Not tomorrow, today or yesterday
It ain’t your fault baby
Not tomorrow, today or yesterday
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8. |
Unknown Song
04:04
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It is the lull
The calm to flow through you,
That is all you want
Remember
You can say what you want to be
If you can’t tell what you want to see
You can say what you want to be free
Ahhhhh....
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ΛᄂΣX'Ƨ MIПD Gainesville, Florida
More music to feel one with the universe and the inner self, ranging from dreamy to noisy, dark and bright, but mostly
guitar-centered soundscapes. Feel free to listen at your leisure. Be entranced, sleep to it, do as you please, no pressure. Thank you all.
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